losing hope

I'm a (micro) climate fighter for about 10 years,

And it's only when I lost hope, every puzzle piece fitted quite nicely onto the board, for a change, I'm afraid.

I recently took off my designer's clothes, unfortunately even my own skin came with it,
my personality got that interwoven with serving humanity, and fixing climate change,
and now my bones are rattling these words.

just when summer is gone ...great timing, as always :-)